Hello to everyone that has been following me and reading my journals! Ive been going through too much this summer. Alot of fun, but also alot of waring and taring. I been dealing with insomia for about 2 weeks now. I been overly stressed out about life in general. you ever get that feeling when you over think things, and your head starts feeling all wierd and tiggly? well its a wierd feeling, and i swear i get scared feeling my hair is going to fall off! ahhh! Ive been having too much fun, forgeting about my worries, but in the end the worries that are killing me are dealing with my future. I am not happy with economy. Cuz alot of the money is more focused on lazy ass ppl, and less about ppl that want to make a future out of themselves. but what the hell? i have spoken about this many times before, all i do is rant and rant about my thoughts~ but in the end does anyone care about what a stranger has to say? I dont think so... But honestly i care about what you say, and if there is anything you want to talk about, and i mean deep conversations im all ears, or all eyes. You can always message me on myspace, i am very active there.

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on a happier note...

My best friend carmel and my sisters bday(JUNE)
Carmels 22nd bday! Me and this girl has been best friends since kindergarten lol. Anyways she threw a lil kick back at the marriot hotel in pamona. Its not really my thing to drink and get wasted, but if im with a good crowd and ppl i trust, then i could probably make an acception. NOTE im no role model, kids don't drink at all, or better yet if i cant stop you make your best judgement.

Me and the ladies.. starting from the top left carmel, abby, me, and jessica. Bottom left rochelle, and laura.

Honestly one of my fave pictures of the night. i call it "Suicide" there was more things to drink but it was on the other side of the picture. Remember moderation and a good crowd. I'm not a stupid drunk thats for sure.

Over all the night was Dramatic alot of things went wrong that day, apparently i got shit faced and ended up sleeping and throwing up eww.. and so did alot of other ppl. but in the end we all had a good safe time. minus the charge we got for being too loud supposedly lol

My sisters 25th bday
Ew.. another reason to get shit faced. ugh so horrible. i woke up with the worst hang over this night. but i had a great time over all, i was hanging out with good friends and i drank with my cousin, which in fact i dont do at all or never had the chance to. NOTE: dont ever drink to the point when the next day you cant even finish your favorite meal! it was horrible i love burritos and i couldnt finish mine! anywho... we ventured off to SF.

My sister joanna, cousin Bj, me and my cousin eina.

Me and my brother martin... hmm ppl say we look like twins, i think nooot :>

ANIME EXPO 2009(JULY)
i went for three days! yay!! Hmmm i think thursday, saturday and sunday. I bought the 4 day badge but couldnt attend all days cuz of work. Anyways, my Amy sorel costume was not complete, i was very disappointed. T_T but i got the wig finished, it was a very expensive wig OMG i dont even want to say how much it cost, i dont know if i would ever spend that much again, but who knows... haha i have the tendency to waaaa i contradict myself too much boo :<

My amy wig

Thursday i went as a maid >.< yes it is a halloween costume boo! i guess i ended up becoming a naughty maid! Totally not my intentions but ehhh...

i went with my friend joey ( i love that boy!) andres, my best friend michelle (loves!), andeezy, my cousin cj, argyl, andrea, and G. This is just one of the many photos taken at AX. Not very exciting, but ehhh there are too many.

Saturday i went as me... well kinda lol. i was wearing the finished amy sorel skirt, along with the amy boots, and everything else i put together.

So in love with this scorpian <33

Me, brandon (my day care friend and high school bud) and my best friend michelle

Sunday me and my bestfriend michelle went as momo and sae from peach girl, again XD. the loafers are KILLER ugh!

LOL Peedeeflo! haha dude i cant get over that his friend tim loves me! hes the asian in the video
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Momo and sae... pondering about our dramatic lives... UGH stupid pink dirty dust thingy that got in the way of the camera and made the photo look all gay! O_O or maybe a ghost! waaa!

Sae: Hmmm what shall i do next, momo wont expect this one coming...
Momo: FML...
(LOL!!)

COMIC CON 2009
OMG my first year at comic con AND, i didnt cosplay! thank god lol its exhausting being in costumes sometimes! I was kinda bummed cuz my cousins ashley and alodia didnt get to make it this year, but there is always next year. maybe i can cosplay with them as a group ooo! anywho the adventure to SD was a fun one, and scary! waahhaha! we had to go through this mountain trail to the hotel, and i swear the trail looked like it was abandoned and its like from a horror movie, you would think there were a ghost behind you, or a zombie was going to pop out! anywho... comic con was great! got alot of free stuff, and it was just off the hook, i cant wait to play the new resident evil game on the wii, and there were so much expensive figures and collectables *drools! OH yea and the line to get your badge... EVIL!

The craziest joker i have seen ever! and my buddy danny whom also taken the photo with me cuz i was shy to take it by myself lol i have more photos but eh... lol

Club Moscow (AUGUST)
is the funnest scene (literally) club ever! i went with my good friends andres, joey, and mason <3 over all a dramatic night yet again -_-. but alot of feelings were let out, and alot of secrets revealed, and alot of trannys discovered at the club? haha yeah you would be surprised, you think you were looking at a hot girl, but shes a man lol <3 loves it tho! i love gays and etc.

ahhh it was hot in there lol it was fun tho! Andres, me and joey

California Pizza Kitchen Co workers going away get together
Im really sad that alot of my co workers are leaving CPK, but hey they are moving on with bigger and better things, and getting their future up and running! we threw a lil get together for my co worker jonathan. Later following kelly, stef, jasmine, and connie going away get together as well. For jonathans we celebrated at the yard house in Long beach.

Me, jonathan, kelly and torrey. i look horrible i seriously just came outta work too lol

Good times lol alot of former co workers and new ones got together i love these ppl

CPK co workers going away duece
Celebrated yesturday Aug 10th, at TGIFridays at long beach towne center. The food was gay, the service was worst. but pretty much a fun night, kinda dramatic, but hey we made the most of it!

my best friend carmel, me and jasmine. Congrats to jasmine! she got accepted to UC Berkley or whatever haha one of the top UC's ever!

Yet another CPK group memory! i love these ppl~


Another rising
This band is very special to me, and so are the band memebers in it. i am painting their stage riser, and its a privaledge to do so, this band is completely amazing! There are new band members, but each one of them i know personally from a long time ago. hee hee support and check out their music. if you love them add them, they are coming up with a new layout soon, and new music too!



haha me, and another rising at disneyland for masons 23rd bday~ the dorks singing aladdin lol you can hear me laughing in the background haha im camera shy too >.<

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